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EVERYDAY STORY.8:31 AM Tsk. - Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Not again... Haiz...I am really tired... Whyye do you always have to bring up my ugly past? Can't you see that the past is in past tense? It's already over... That's nothing to it anymore... && whyye don't you believe me? It's already history... I held his hands... But I am holding on to yours now. && I won't let it go so easily... Don't you get it? ...But by doing what you are doing now, You. Are. Pushing. Me. Aside. I can't help but feel cold... ...inside out. )): i am really a broken girl... ...please don't hurt me again... I can't take it... Labels: Losing you... 1:30 AM tsk. - Sunday, May 30, 2010
lawls. We are quarreling over the same issue again...lets see when will the next time be? i bet its sooner or later... so everytime we quarrel i will blog it here. ((:
8:06 AM LIFE? - Saturday, May 29, 2010
Haiz~My life is complicated... filled with complication that idk how to solve. ...i always say just let time take the course. but... what can time do? NOTHING. && i would rather live life my way. but... what can i do? NOTHING. so yeah. ...just continue rotting. No goals. No aims. No future. Just hanging on to the way it already is.... but how long will it last this way? i really don`t know... )): Today he asked what i want from him... yet at that point of time i could only think of this: who am i to you to ask for anything? what are we? steads? naww... frens?... not quite. strangers?.............. i hope not. ...but i`am really tired. its like we end our day with a fight. EVERYDAY SINGLE DAY. ...so? how long more can we last this way? its really tough... we simply don`t have each others belonging... so where can we get the trust? .....................................you want me to tell ya every single thing on my mind. but... whats the point? you won`t understand.... cuz... all you want is be happy. NOTHING MORE? thats... really lil to me. //or maybe i`am the greedy one? //or maybe i can just try being more contented with what i already have? && let it grip onto my soul... day by day........ ......every minutes just seems so exhausting..... PLEASE~ somebody! HELP ME~~~.... give me an answer. soon. i`am dying out... like a flame without oxygen. Ending here. toodles~. Labels: i dont want another broken rainbow. 8:38 AM LOLOLOL - Thursday, May 27, 2010
HI!and. BYE! SORRY! BUT... I PROMISE TO BLOGG TML?. hehehes. i will try luhs. -"_- really veh tired today. x_o ...but today`s AWESOME! ♥♥♥ Labels: wondering if your hands will fit onto mine? ♥♥♥ 6:09 AM A DAY WITHOUT MY BABEY. - Thursday, May 13, 2010
AGRH.my stupid phone decided to pungseh me, && camp inside the car today!! grr. i almost died without it can! it`s so freaking boring in class! nothing to do de lohh. sian dao yao si! X_O && most importantly, i felt like an idiot. cannot contact anyone. immoblised. DDDD: i`am just not used to it. && my fingers were like itching the soul out of me. so i decided to play my itouch. HAHAHAS. -smart- :p SO NOW. I`AM GONNA GET IT BACK AT MY FONE. its enough rest for you today my babey. you needa start working. && i promise. i`ll send at least 80 msg tonight! hmph. idontcare!!! IDC. if my mommy`ll scold anot luhs! since i alrd tio scolding for sending 3000 msgs this month. hehehehs. -zai- HAHAS. actualli i also don`t know how i did it. it`s like 100 msg a day. lawls. but it didnt feel like it at all can. so i think the bill should be just saboing me luhs! stupid. how can it do this to me?! nevermind. now. back to my life. IT SUCKS TOTALLY. its not supposed to be like that. god. how can you play with our lives like that. it relley hurt me to see my loved ones getting hurt && sad all day. DDDDDDDDDDD: it`s killing me inside out. when they are harmed and yet i cnt do anything for them... i feel hopeless && useless. -heartbroken- i`am sad~ i need love from all. i need a hug. i need a shoulder. i need my prince... ...but its just not him. his not my.... && i don`t think he cares anymore anw. so nahmind. i shall not bother too. but i know i cnt ...but his getting cuter. && not to sae jiaoer toos. ...but still: ♥♥♥//(not)? i still cnt make up my mind. ♥NUER. ♥LAOPO. STAY STRONG && HAPPY. TMRW WILL BE A BTTR DAY TO FORTH. ♥♥♥ Labels: ♥THE COURAGE TO SMILE AGAIN. 4:52 AM STRAWBERRY HLMILK - Tuesday, May 11, 2010
sorwwwwwwwwyyyy abt the cursing and swearing below...but i relley cnt help it. BUT i promise! I WONT BE SAD. CUZ ITS JUST A WASTE OF TIME ANW. now back to my life, SCREW SCREW SCREW. SCREW EVERYTHING CAN?! its just not going the way its supposed to be. Friendship... haiz~ it`s just wrong... don`t she know that she`s with the wrong companies? && her actions are relley veh hurtful de... SHE CHANGED. she`s not the one that i used to know last time... D: && it hurts me to see my loves being hurt... tears flowing down cuts me... but what can i do? i relley don`t know... its not up to me... its all on her. she needa wake up man. ASAP. we all need you... Relationshit.... hmmm ... idk . recently i think i like this guy. but his just all too weird. && he pushes me to the poles man. replying me: -.-, zzz, O.o WTH are all this luhs. damn shit boring... && he totally FAILED my test for him... his supposed to be jealous! yet he give me this kinda replies... tsk. sad case lohh... maybe i`ll just give up bahh ... plus. he relley don`t know how to favour girls man... AT LEAST FLIRT ABIT LUHS... more fun mahh ... haiz ~ nahmind ... maybe his not th one i`am looking for bahh... && its not even comfirmed yet ... maybe he don`t even like me. maybe its all just another JOKE of my life... ... BUT WHO CARES? nobody. so lets just end this post with a big big ILOVEYOU NUER && DADDY. THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME. :) ♥ Labels: ♥♥♥ 4:31 AM to that poor lil despo gay. -
HELLO. MR. OR MAYBE I SHOULD SAY MISS.BY DOING ALL THESE WON`T EVEN AFFECT ME A SINGLE BIT MAN. ITS JUST YOUR NAIVE THINKINGS. ...&& GUESS WHAT! "I DON`T GIVE A DAMN MAN" --- thats what you thought me rmb?! lawls. i`am just asking for a picture. have jiu say have luhs. don`t have jiu sae don`t have luhs. dowanna give cuz of pride, JUST SAY LUHS. don`t needa scold me for no reason right?! what FUCK OFF?WTF? lawls. since you like to fuck so much, GO AND FUCK YOURSELF THEN. hahahs. so funny. delete me from your friends list huh?! NEVERMIND MAN. I DON`T MIND LOSING AN ONLINE STRANGER. BRAINLESS BANANANA. BLOCK ME ON MSN? EVEN BTTR. DON`T NEEDA SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN. GREAT. GOOD JOB. WELL DONE. && THANKIEW. lawls. scold me bitch on FB?! HAHS. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO SWEAR. NA. TAKE IT! THIS POST IS FOR YOU. RIGHT IN YOUR FACE. && THIS ALSO: AIRHOLE GO F YOURSELF LUHS. ON FB. SEEEE IT? TSK. TSK. TSK. && one more thing. you think you duapai arh!? like who cares if you are offended or not man. JUST FUCK OFF. && fyi. you are not the onlyy gayy that scolded me bitch. && do you think it will affect me? NAWWW. ITS JUST TOO CHILDISH FOR ANYONE TO CARE. && even talking about you in my blog make me feel like puking man. DISGUSTING FREAK. awww... so sad~ your plan failed. aww... don`t cry. i give you sweet. TSK. WHAT A JOKER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS
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